kembali :)

salam..
lame gile aku x update nih...maklumle x dapat2 internet..nih pon menumpang bilik orang jeh..haha
hidup di russia macam biase2 je...macam kat malaysia..ramai ko leh jumpa orang kite kat sini...ramai gile..surpluss wo..hahaha..nway missin kwn2 kolej so much...jaoh weh aku ngn korang..sedeh2..huhu...tapi mngenangkan kisah2 lame dok maen kuat sgt kat kolej padan la muke aku..huhu

Moscow...
name uni aku,mma...biase2 je..heh..blaja pon cam biase..ade cikgu yang leh ckp english fluent,tp ramai cam sket2 la..sebab sini mmg diorang gune bahasa dorang..ruski...so susah aku sbb aku mane ade basic weh...kos hidop lak mahal...x padan ngan elaun....mahal nak mampos...inflation tiap2 bulan,kdg tiap2 minggu..hampeh...ade few things murah...Rokok,vodka,beer,pad pempuan...hahahahaha marlboro 20 30roubles wo...1rm=7roubles...murah2..tapi org sini ramai x mesra...lagi satu orang tua forang kuat kua jln2 even winter,ngn marah2..haha...cuace?sejok bleh blah la..mase snow turun mls gile nak kuo...huhu...buat kotor sluar je...makanan act susah2 gak,pandai2 la...klas?aku p klas pagi2 sejam la...penat weh..jaoh..tu da naek metro tu...kalo jaln mati la...sape la buat bandar besar2 nih...n orang sini act ramai racist...tym aku p tgk bola spartak lawan zenit dorang buat bunyi monyet kat aku..cibai betol..

jalan-jalan?
moscow kalo stakat nakp jln2 aku rase layan gak la...tapi untuk stay sini x payah la..hidop susah wo...2 je bende aku respek,metro efisyen ngn org sini hormat zebra crossing...hahaha...nanti la aku cite lg..penat la weh penat..hehe..
rindu kawan2 weh...ingat nak p lawat2 bulan 1 ni...
salam....

:)

mencari keredhaan dlm kesempitan...

Tenangkan lah hati hambaMu ini.......tercari-cari hikmah dlm ujianmu ini...jadikanlah aku hamba mu yang lebih bertakwa....lebih bersabar.....lebih menghargai....bahawa setiap anugerah itu adalah pinjaman......dan betapa berkuasanya Engkau bila2 masa boleh menarik kembali ape yang dipinjamkan oleh Mu terhadap ku..terhadap kami......kuatkanlah hati kami...kuatkan lah kesabaran ini.......kuatkan lah iman ini......sedarkan lah diri ini.......kepadaMu jualah kami bermohon...kepada Mu jualah kami kembali.....jadikan lah kami sebahagian dari umatMu yang bersyukur..dan juga sebahagian dari hamba yang Engkau redhai......

back from BTN!! =)

hey!!seminggu pegi BTN last week kat shah alam.. a week yang full dengan 'kenegaraan' kononye....hee:p tp best gak kan,dpt jumpe dak ky balek,then jmpe geng2 baru woo~~
nice2,happening gak la kutok2 blakang kan..hehehe...to ytn,petronas n mara stdent!gdlack laaa kamoo semue yepp..hehehehehe ;) p kutep rambotan la beb,syufiza dok kutep rambotan je keje tym btn..hehehe..tym btn tu ade jurulatih muke cam acap ipoh,then pakse aku jd emcee!aku da la tak penah2 jadi,naseb baek tak glabah!haha..
 tataw nak tulis ape da..tapi rindu kt dak2 kolej!wey kamal,hilmi,apen!kafe jom!

the end of the beginning!:)

im home!! hahaha..after 1 day kt perlis im back at trg!!waa~~baru 2 ari da rindu kat kolej wooo~~:)

petang khamis tu ade makan2 petfam...n petfamily aku bertambah lagi sorang iaitu nab!!memang kecoh:p best!last makan2,teringat dulu ngn hazwan n hajar ktorang x penah makan2..huuu...hope semue dapat fly,then buat makan2 family kat sane..wee~~

malam khamis ari tu majlis wida' kt surau..haiihh...ape lagi,saling bermaafan le..ntah bile le dpt jmpe balek..maybe ade antara kengkwn yang memang sure2 takkan jumpe lagi kan..haaiihh..malam tu banjir2 gk la sket..sedeh sial..bile sampai kt lawi,terus berderai..haiihh..ko la paling aku rindu lawi oi..huuu..

then a nite after dat ade end sem dinner..the last ever dinner as a student of KYUEM!!hee:p kitorg makan ats lantai jek due to ketidakcukupan chair n dh table..takpe,enjoy gile2...:) malam tu dpt yearbook,so aku mule la round2 dgn org lain mengutip signatures kwn2..1 day to go (mase tulaa) :(

"jangan banyak ketawa",pesan Aslam."betol gak kate mu lam..haiihh...tq2.."im so gonna misy u"lawi tulih...aku pon same lawi!!!.."n acap ckp the 1st person i wanna meet if i ketok pintu is u!...acap!!Aku pon same lo...huuuu..n soraya said gonna miss suare aku mengate die..n im gonna miss mengacau ko..hahahaha...no more mr hamdan maths clas,no more mr vroege bio lab,no more mr hanson chem clas!huu...n fiza2!ko tak tulih pon aku nye yearbook..haiihh..jage ko!!xp

n eja!!sayang ko jugak sangat2!!huu..aku punye mug ko pegang dulu ek..

then the awards day!!fuuhh..sume gaye nak korporat..ngn hilmi buat2 sebok :P hee..n kim ala2 pegawai PNB..hee..sedeh woo...ari last..

kate org,perpisahan tu adat satu pertemuan...mungkin ade hikmah..mungkin ni akan menjadikan kite lebeh menghargai satu same lain...kan2?jumpe lagi kamoo semua..topan,kim,apen,hilmi,bas,iq,acap,eja,fada,nad,dayah,pam,soraya,alifa,sarep,haziq,pali,muiz,werl,shah,semue2(x larat nak sebot2):p ...sayang kamoo...insyaAllah kite dapt terbang...doakan kejayaan kite..Amin!:)

fun fun and fun!!waaa~~~~~~

FUN FUN FUN!!:) cafe nite out n farewell party best!!hee...mcm lepaskan ape2 jE yang dok tensi mase exam..best wooo wa cakap lu..weee..~~haha

haaiihh..malasnye nak pk ape2..kan best tiap2 apri camtu..;p da2..skang tinggal 3 ari lagi,then KYUEM,Bye2!!huu...da nak abes kolej..pasni da susah nak jumpe tu..arap2 betol dpt fly.. :(

nway smlm mmang best...pagi ade intersponsor bola...semue maen!!enjoy tuu..:p semua matches seri sampai penalty..johan,hazman,hipo,semue skor tu..wan n rodhi missed by inches..hahahaha...

mlm sebelom tu ade cafe nite out..menang lucky draw tuu..kahkahkah..aku tak tau pon lagu ape,yang aku tau bob n adli tlg...haha..sory la kat pesaing aku lagi 2 org..heeee..

then semalam ade farewell party...best2,tapi satay 1st dpt sket..JLO kedekot!;p..huuu..da nak kua kolej..sedeh lak..haiihh...

pastu pas abes semue kitorang lepak kat padang..nampak orang laen pon ade melompat2...soraya punye suare kuat gile babeng,then die ckp die tak jerit..haha..pastu dok lepak2 jap..heee..huu..

dalam pd tu...ari2 kebelakangan ni asyik tido je..bmbang gak aku..smayang jd tak jge...huu..takut lari dari tujuan sebenar..huuu....

haiihh..fun2 kene beringat juge :)

gamba2 aku upload nnt..tak ingt bawak thumbdrive..huuuu..

3 ari lagi 3 ari lagi....3...weee~~~

never give up !!;)

huu!!semalam kua mid valley!da lame x jln2 wey..smlm kua ngn sensei ngn anak buah die..p cari brg sket2...balik chalet teros pengsan...hahaha...hadoi,leteh..

pastu semalam,aku tgk euro..turkey lwn czech...1st2 aku tak brape expect turkey menang...tapi lpas kene tnggal 2-0,aku tgk smgt gile diorang maen nak keja balek..sampaikn linesman pny flag patah pon,diorang sanggup lari p amik flag baru...huuu!!bapak smangat..best gile tgk..lkast2 diorang menang!!15 mint last tu diorang bantai 3...turkey won3-2 and qualified for the 2nd roundd...gempak!

tu la hakikatnye..asalkan kite mau,sebenarnye kite boleh buat..usehe yg tntukan segalanye...kan2..huhu...andai kate kite da buat yang terbaik,d best thing to do is tawkkal,n then berharapla kite kepadaNya..huu..aku pon sangat bimbang psl uni ni...huuhuuu..aku dok pk if aku lpas requirement yt aku rase its better 4 aku untuk p IMU..at least aku dpt buat dentistry lagi..tapi aku still bingung..ngn cuak dok pk psl xm aritu..haiihh..berserah..moga dipermudahkan..da tak larat nak pk lg..huuu..

nway,mlm ni ade cafe nite out,n ade lak klas2 buat farewell party bersame guru2 mereka..hehe..best takde klas nih...:)

i m a free man!!or a loser?huuu..:(

finally!!~~its over!!d examitaion is over!!my alevel da abes!!haaiihhh..aku start 1st day then smlm aku da abeskn semuanye...alhamdulillah,walaupun tak semua boleh jawab tapi aku berjaye tempuh 29 hari ni..letehnyee~~~~ skang tawakkal kepada Yang Maha Esa je..huhu..moga dipermudahkan segalanya...ape-ape pon kite da berusaha,yang lain semua dlm kuasaNya..

now i can enjoy watching euro..bets...banyak surprise wooo...croats menang ngn germany,italy n france maybe on the brink of being eliminate from tis tournament..waa~~~~jgn la italy yang kua...huhuhuhu..

esok nk kua mid!da lame gile tak p jln2,dari start exam lg...huuuu...tapi btol...lteh gile...huuu...penaat...

last week ni kne abeskan baek2...hee...da takde klas!tu yang best tuh...hahaha
..nak maen bola!intersponsor!hee..tapi kn...aku teringin gk nak maen netbal..kahkahkah!!buat intersponsor laki maen netbal...sure2 best!:P

dis weeken ramai yang balek..then dtg balik around isnin..huuu..nanti tataw la ade peluang tak jumpe semue lagi kn..haiihh....
da takde exam:P heee..nak jerit!!tapi takot result!! huu..

minggu-minggu memenatkan~~~~

a 'terrible' week......last week had been a catastrophic week 4 me........ haaiihh...bongek!!p3 bapak susah..aku tak tau either aku jawab lpas sparoh ke tak!!cuak seh!!sedeh...sedeh...huuuuuuuuu.....rase macam nak jerit!!betol..lagi teruk dari chem!!!!!bodo la!!!huuuuuu...

tapi jimah ade ckp..la tahzan...jgn bersedih...jgn putus asa...jgn rase Allah tak syg kt kite...aku mule2 memang da give up..da tak dpt pk pape..sedeh,campor leteh lagi..huhu...tapi mungkin Allah nak uji..dimane tahap kesabaran kite...aku kene kuat...finish off what ive started..huu..tolong aku!!perit gile...tapi Alhamdulillah,dpt recover aku rase,walau bende tu still teringat2...p3 Ngokngek!!alhamdulillah s2 n bio p3 tak seteruk mane...walaupn aku da ilang konfiden sket2...

minggu ni minggu paling padat...haaiihh...aku n lawi mengeloh2...kitorang start 1st day,kitorang habes last day exam...huu,penat!!!!naek menyampah dgr orang ckp mcm die pnye exam paling terok.....huuu...tapi bile aku pk2 balek..taleh la aku ckp camtu...care aku tu mcm mencari alasan.....bersangke elok pde org laen kn...huuhu..

berat2..leteh2..ni minggu last,n after dat aku da tinggalkan alevel..ntah ade peluang ke tak untuk ke uk...aku berharap,mengahrap sgt2 untuk ini...haaiihh...beratnye..

euro 2008 lak da start..aku tak brape enjoy sgt dis 1st week...maklumla,still exam mode lg..tp aku pny choice 4 three 1st matches betol woo~~!!haiihh...bola je laa tempat aku lepas tension...sayang bola~~!!=p

aku sokong italy,tapi aku rase leh tgk spain vs france final..repeat 1/4 final kt world cup tuu..tapi mb holland and portugal leh wat surprise kot...we shall see:)

terengganu johan bola SUKMA!!haha...bukan tu je....menang keseluruhan lak tu...bapak macho...tak penah2 dpt top 5,slalu bottom 5 ade la...kahkahkah..tapi bangge gak aku....tgk stadium baru yang tak sampai 5 minit pon dari rumah aku...ade elektronik scoreboard tuu!!stadium lame mane ade...hahaha



haiihh..back 2 study...gdluck kt budak fizik esok n budak2 arts yang still exam..huhu...berusaha!!!

semalam,esok dan mendatang~~=(

tinggal lagi 7 paper for dis final exam..n 4 me,each paper x senang nk score..esp chem p4 n p5,boleh rase x yakin tu.tapi tu sume da lepas...n i should start preparing myself for upcoming maths n bio exam week..haiiihh...next paper gonna be bio p3 on tis tuesday..=(

sedeh tu ade,banyak woo..tapi pk2,pdn muke aku...huuuu..kne skor,kne skor..if math n bio pon tak dpt,abes la..kene yakin,yakin!!!haiiih...susah beb nak recover..bongek gile...

hoojann!!skang kuat hujan lo..n kdg2 mnyumpah2 sbnarnye..sbab banyak keje takleh nak buat..takleh nak maen bola,n mcm2 lg la...tp bile pk2 balek,ni la rahmat yg Allah bg kt kite..ade certain places lgsg x hujan...kite da elok2 dpt,komplen..huu..tak baek..tp betol org slalu ckp,kite jarang bersyukur...kalau kite da dpt smthing yang kite nak,mst nak lebeh....aku rase betol la...at least bende tu mmang jadi kat diri aku...tapi yang x thn hujan dlm chalet!air cond tu,da brape kali repot da tak repair2 lg...pape r...

pastu habes exam ni plan2 nak buat bola interSponsor..nak maen suke2..biar sume dpt maen..best ape..fun2,x kisah menang kalah pon......janji sume enjoy!=)


tapi sebelom tu kene struggle exam!!smalam da rehat,maen game ngn tgk movie..huuu,sempat lagi kn!ish2..lps tensen sket..tp arap2 nye,minggu mendatang ni lagi baek dari yg da lepas...biarla masuk golongan yang untung...dulu kat skolah org laen slalu pesan,kalau kite baek dari semalam,untunglah kite..kalau kite same je,rugilah kite...kalau kite lagi teruk,celakalah kite...the point is,kne improve diri n jgn give up!!!=)

huuuuuu...=(

Chem exam??mungkin 'ok' bagi org laen...tapi bg aku..

bengang tak dapat jawab banyak tak ingat sedey tension tertekan depressed malu kt mama malu kt papa malu kt diri sendiri give up susah nak recover
tak tau nak cakap ape tak sempat jawab tertekan coz org laen hepi jek rase nak nangeh huuuuuuuuuu..

~_~ tolong~~=(

tik tok tik tok...dummm!!=(

haiihh..cant sleep dikala 24 hours b4 exam luse...huuuuuuu..=(

nervous,cuak,glabah,nak bace cepat2....nak paham lg...tak sedar,2 taun kat sini da nak abes...n klas chem da sampai ke ujong.......dari mr boler sampai mr hanson,siyes aku ckp,ak da jd x suke chem!!huuuu..=(

4get it!struggle for tis whole remaining 1 day...thanx friends 4 da support......jom doakan kejayaan bersama...wat else yg dpt aku smbangkn..cme doa jd tman........

last week activity??aku da promo2 da intersponsor..arap2 tak ramai balek...pastu hajat2 nk gk p student dinner..cz las year x p...tp cam takde tmn jekk..sume tanak p....da la 100..taun lps 65 jek..haiihh..blom abes exam da pk student dinner daa...~~

haaiihh...mase da kian pendek,chem da dekat..nak tido x dpt...struggle!!taleh kecewakn mama n papa...da bnyk abes duit dorg kat aku....=(

k la.....sambong stadi~~takde mood beb~~~~resaaahhh~~

hadoi.......~~~~buntu~buntu~~

biology paper4 da lepas...still ade tertinggal satu soalan...n tersilap jwb few questions.. haiihh..shit!!adoi...berserah la..esok ade mock chem...mr hanson private pny lembaga exam..ni x prepare ape lagi...takleh nak stadi!!x dpt tumpuan lpas buat bio tadi...tensinye masih menebal nih......tertekan gak beb..nmpk je relax...haiihh...tolong~~~~ =(

kene cepat2 recover,kalau tak efek minggu depan...minggu depan a lil bit berat sket,got chem p4,p2 n p5......so kalau still tensen,habesla~~ =(

dalam2 tu..tpk gk aku psl ape yg aku ckp psl mati sme........cuak....aku tkt yg aku x buat ape yg patut,ape yg aku ckpkn.....susah nk istiqamah,mmg bnyk kali lalai...huhu..kdg2 jd takut gle.........

~Sabda Rasulullah saw "Tanda-tanda orang munafik ada tiga iaitu, apabila berbicara ia bohong, apabila berjanji ia berkhianat dan apabila dipercaya ia curang" (Bukhori dan Muslim)

haihh..susah nk ubah diri......kne ade tekad betul2..........kne tanam azam btol2......arap2 tak jadi hangat2 taik ayam mcm slalu.......bnde penting ni patut didahulukn........haiiihh...

in the meantime,tgh2 exam ni,aku tetap xleh lari dari bola......haiihh..nak buat cane...football season for European clubs da abes...sini lehla aku compiledkn sket...tis season memang full of surprise,n jd tande 1 tournament yg best tyme euro 2008 nanti...




UEFA Champions League: Man U selepas 9 taun since 1999 won their 1st ever penalty shoot-out under the management of Sir alex Ferguson...n lagi manes,diorg menang lwn rival diorang,Chelsea...dramatic shoot-out,when ronaldo n Chelsea's skipper JT missed their penalties...n the drama ended happily for the red side at the Luzhniki Stadium,Moscow...A great game!


UEFA cup: Zenit St.Petersburg outclassed Glasgow Rangers 2-0 at City of Manchester Stadium..agak mengejutkan,sebab tym semi diorang gempak gile menang,thrashing Bayern Munich 4-0!!mantap2,Andrei arshavin and Denisov scored untuk Zenit...



Barclays Premier League: Man U retained their title on the last day of the league..Great season for them,n big dissapointment 4 arsenal yang leading half way through the season...Spurs juara Carling Cup,n Portsmouth clinched FA cup...


Spanish Primera Liga :Real Madrid as The Campeones! Again! Getafe won the Copa del Rey... Barca??worst season for them!


Italian serie A: Inter Milan! 3rd consecutive title for them...Roma won the Italian cup,but failed to grab the scudetto dari inter...


German Bundesliga:Bayern bangkit taun ni...swept all domestic title,ngn Luca Toni jd The Cannon (top scorer pny award kat German)


French champion : Olympique Lyon


Dutch champion : PSV Eindhoven


Da da~~~cukop2 ngn bola...blaja2!!chemistry week!!subjek yang aku x suke!!!waaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~tolong~~

life..and death..~~..~~...

around 27 hours before biology p4 examination.......s usual,cuak,cuak n cuak...it juz like a routine everytym nak exam rite.....haiihh..i wonder if i m really ready n give my best effort on tis.........hope so..ni la hidup mati...mati??hmm..

juz td,around 12..aku sms dgn a best friend of mine..she said she couldnt sleep..i askd her y..n then she said ntah,tetibe terpk psl mati........

mati?

that makes me wonder jgk..andai nye saat ni,ketika ni..aku menghembus nafas last aku.....di mane amal aku,cukup ready ke aku ni...mati bukannye kire umur..dgn solat yang slalu termiss,dgn amal yang kadang2 terlalai,dgn surau yang cukup jarang jejak,dgn makanan yg kdg2 tak terbyr ,dgn aurat yang kdg2 x djge...camne nk mnghadap mati...cmne if aku da x dpt bgn untuk hari esok...

Firman Allah Taala "...Kemudian apabila sampai ajal mereka, tiadalah dapat mereka meminta dikemudiankan sesaat pun dan tidak pula mereka dapat meminta didahulukan." (AnNahl:61)

takut..bile pk2 mmg..jauh benar rse trsimpang..di mase susah ni la baru nk ingat Tuhan..baru nak cari sejadah...baru nak jejak surau...dim mase2 nk mintak sesuatu..tp bile da dpt atau pd mase lain,hanyut...tulah hakikat diri ni......



sepatutnye...hati ni,diri ni,perlu seimbg...duniawi,ukhrawi....n berckp mmg mudah,tapi pengamalan.....tkut aku,tkut termasuk dm golongan munafik........hanya pandai berkate2.....

ntahla....tbe2 trase mcm lost,hilang panduan.........hidup ni mungkin da tak lame......sume kuasa Allah........

"Exam tense"

tg2 blaja bio ni rehat jap,ngantok....haaiihh.......harap2 dpt la jwb...tibe2 terkenang mama n papa n cik jan,auntie aku.......huhu,scared dat they'll b dissapointed sbb my result........go serap! haiihh...kwn2 laen pon...apen,hipo,khairol,fendi,lawi pza,teah,meknad,dayah! jom bio-ing dis thursday!pon gudluck pd yg resit math!huuuu...
p4 bio-8.30,22nd may 2008......



juge kmungkinan x dpt tgk final ucl man u lwn chelsea......spoiler tul...aku n apen nak buat plan,nak sorok smart card,tutup internet...hahaha..barula fair pade yang amek bio...hahaha
da2..sambong stadi...huhu..salam....

~~weekend + Biology~~?? =)

weekend life kat kolej is always boring for us...but thats b4 tis..skang da xm fever really hit evry1 here...sume study gile2 nak mati...aku pon takut teramat..s aku ckp sblom ni..that aku tkut yang my prep is not s good s others.. haiihh..shit!!=( tapi siyes aku ckp...lame2 aku kt kolej ni...weekend ni la paling best blaja bio...waaupon tensen sket ngn bnyak bnde kene hafal,aku lagi suke blaja sebab all tis bio thingy seems to be connected to us...at least bg aku!=p cambest!tapi tensen takot tak sempat!!huhuhu.....waaaa~~~~...3 days to go!!=(



tapi esok ade paper fizik...chaletm8 laen sume amek kot.....al d best beb!takde hal nye...go sape2 yang amek fizik esok go! iq,apen,hilmi,bas,kamal,syu2,eja,aina,sue yin,haziq,sume2...huhu..aku pny lg 3 ari...aku ngn lawi da pening...haiihh..lawi laa yang paham aku ni camne skang,coz everything seems just happening in da same way for me n him......we didn obtain any offer 4 our 'original' course,bein rejected by all 4 unis,irish consort,n RCSI....even all classes kt kolej pon same...... huhu..but i see him more than a friend of mine.diela yang banyak encourage aku,eventho aku tau he's struggling with his own ctuation rite now....thanx Lawi!!

dari Salman Al-Farisi, Rasulullah S.A.W bersabda, : "Sesungguhnya Allah mempunyai sifat malu dan memberi kepada orang yang tak meminta dengan pemberian yang banyak.Apabila seseorang mengangkat tangannya di hadapan Allah,memohon sesuatu,maka Allah amat malu untuk memulangkan kedua tangan tersebut dengan tangan kosong", hadith riwayat Tirmizi)

bnyk probs with all these studies,al this uni's thingy,ni x start chem lg ni..kalau da start nnt bertambah2 la..huuuu..banyaknye probs...really sick with all these sucks fake acts......huhu=(tapi eja penah ckp,x elok mengeluh..kan Tuhan ade,kite berusahe je sedaye yang mampu..aku cube perbetol balek ni..3 minggu ni...struggle!!



gigi aku!!haiihh...cakap nak jadik dentist,tapiii.....!!! haaa~~ ni yang aku bengang nih...hehe..lawak la plak...actually im da 1 who cikgu2 dok cari merate skolah for not attending my tooth inspection session...sampai ke f5 pon still lg...last2 ape yg aku apply??dentist jugak..haiihh..aku sbnarnye x suke,benci gile kat sakit gigi..dats y i wanna become a dentist,i dun wanna c any other child suffer mcm aku,n aku tau ape perasaan slalu sakit gg..huhu,irritating!!n now,gigi depan aku terserpih lagi!!actually,not terserpih,but 'tertanggal'..dulu during f4 if im not mistaken,my lateral incisor terserpih,so i went to a dental specialist,then the dentist kikis my gigi n tampal the new artificial part at that 'terserpih' part...n a day b4 yesterday,bende alah tu tertanggal!!aku pon pening ni,bile nak kua nak buat baru...tapi tgkkan gigi aku skang...memang klaka laa~~hahaha..

da2..back to the exam mode...jom2 study~~:)

Malaysia ku~~..Malaysia ku~~

What else i could say.........failure after failure.....it juz keep comin in malaysia's sports diary rite..n dis year..it juz been the same old story 4 us.....=(

"Thomas n Uber Cup?? naah..some people will stand n say you juz give us a truck full of fake hopes n some will stand to back up the players..wat's wrong here?ape masalahnye...mmangla it is a step by step improvement tapi if we still takde youth development yang boleh menaikkan balik name negara we will just fade from international stage....tak boleh terlalu rely only to chong wei or sape2..tgk ape jadi pd double..tapi actually,bnyk improvement jgk kat part2 laen..Women's team won against Japan n qualified for 1/4 final..its okay,but its tyme for us to win something"


Hockey??failed at the Olympic qualifying round,n the same at Sultan azlan shah Tournament...but we still have many great talented players...hope Mirnawan Nawawi ade pengganti satu hari nanti.....=)



Football??Nothing can be said lg..tak mampu daa~~....malaysia need a total change in the system ryte now...barula leh adapt.....tapi u-23 menang lawan iraq seems promising!=p


n Bangge betul aku!Champions Youth Cup 2008 ubtuk Group D maen kat TERENGGANU nnt!haha...n man u pny youth team akn mane kt sane..hahahaha...bleh le aku tgk..insyaAllah...

Date	Kick off	#	Match			Venue	Results
Sat 9 Aug	18:45	18	FC Porto	v	China	Terengganu	-
Thu 7 Aug	20:40	12	Manchester United FC	v	China	Terengganu	-
Thu 7 Aug	18:45	10	FC Porto	v	Juventus FC	Terengganu	-
Tue 5 Aug	20:40	4	Juventus FC	v	China	Terengganu	-
Tue 5 Aug	18:45	2	FC Porto	v	Manchester United FC	Terengganu	-

n Chelsea will be in Malaysia dis august! arap2 sempat tgk da match..



Chelsea vs Man U > Champions League final!aku takleh tgk!!!!esok tu ade paper 4 bio!!aduuss.......takpe2....kalau dpt fly tiap2 minggu aku p tgk!!waa~~frust toll!!

semalam,hari ini dan seterusnye..=)

menjelang Bio p4 dis thursday........waa~~cuak nak mati....bio p4 mcm hidop mati beb..hadoi..cuak betol aku..ngn application yang berlambak-lambak..haiihh..takut tak sempat,tapi ikot lagu mane pon kene pulun sampai habih...huhu..tapi betul cuak....sumpah tak tipu...orang laen nampak gempak...aku takut,takut2 aku pnye usaha tak sekuat org laen..aku cuak gile babe..aadoiii~~ yang penting aku kene buat abeh baek..abes yang aku mampu..ni da last da ni...da takde da a level pas ne...kene buat betul2..positive thinking..ape pon org nak ckp..bia la..huhu..

"In order to succeed you must fail, so that you know what not to do the next time."
Anthony J. D'Angelo

result RCSI da keluar...s expected,aku x dpt pon..hmm...sebenarnye..frust..tp result tu cam dari awal da xpect so dapat cover lagi la frustration tu..tapi yang paling aku terkejut 2 org je dari kolej dpt (aku dgr2 la) haiihh...so rite now aku juz holding an offer from uni of Surrey for biomedical sciences.aku tak tau la..it will be harder,n makan mase lagi lame if i wanna make it thru obtaining a science degree 1st...tp sape suroh...ponteng klas slalu tym 2nd sem,then tak baek ngn cikgu,pastu prediction grade trok..BBC!!!BBC???ape ke jadah aku nk buat ngn grade cmtu...jgn kate medic,bio pon tak tentu lepas..huhu..sampai mr hamdan pon x bg prediction gred A for maths even aku pny as dah a..nnetapa teruk nye aku dulu.........huhu =(

"kite jarang bersyukur dengan ape yang kite ade kan..if kite dapat ape yang kite nakkan sekalipon,kite tetap nak yang lagi lebih dari tuh..."

so skang terpakse la struggle seabes baek..tapi kenela doa jugak pd-Nya,sebab hanya dengan izin-Ny lah barulah kita diberkati...untuk mama ngn papa..untuk aku sendiri..untuk kakak ngn adik2 aku..huhu....walaupon aku takdelah rapat sgt ngn diorg......n kawan2 yang slalu bagi semangat!Lawi,fer,hilmi,topan,hipo,eja,ck dll....~~thanx beb..




we've a long weekend dis tym..at least 4 me,coz other student ade yang ade paper tis monday rite..gud luck wey..walaupon aku tau diorg ni bukannye perlukan sgt luck tu...semua pandai,takdehal nye...laenla aku..huh..~~

Paper chem ari tu?ok la jgk..compared to last year pny..tp still aku cuak..sebab org laen ckp mcm mudah gile..huhu...haiihh...aku berharap sgt...sgt2 ni...

"Success has a simple formula: do your best, and people may like it.
Sam Ewing"

Struggle2!1Bio paper 4 dis Thursday,22nd may 2008!!

life is isnt fair,but the God is fair...

a best friend of mine said that to me....haaiihhh...disebabkan aku teringat pasal kisah2 silam yang nntla kalau ade mase aku share...haaiiihhh..

SEMALAM KLAS LAST MR VROEGE..HOORAY!=P kitorg bawak popcorn,roti pong,cupcakes,mcm nak celebrate jek...padahal da nak exam...hehehe...da tak dapat la aku ngn fendi gado2 ngn pza dalam klas...hahahaha

klas bio aku!tanpa meknad,dayah,esther,ngan farah..kt ecotrip dinner 2007,Hilton Kl..

a day before exam...nervous gile babeng..=( takot beb..praktikal la yang paling cuak..dgn super hand-shake,plus nervous,plus takot soklan suah kuar,plus color-blind!=( tapi hopefully,btul2 hopefully i can do it...target untuk paper 3 mmg la nak a,n i ll be struggling at BL1 tomorrow morning....haaiihh,berharapnye aku..semuanya dengan izin Allah,ape2 pon kite buat,semuanya bgantung pada-Nya...aku tetap percaya,semua bnde leh jadi rite..

n my mom called last nyte...bagi semangat la...thanx mama,i really need it for now..=( honestly,i never wish 'happy Mother's day' to my mom,seriously,sumpah..its not x mau,but aku janggal..only God knows how much i want to wish it to her..haaiihh..Mama,abg sayang mama sgt2,x ksh la mother's day ke,hari ape ke..i never say it,i just cant...whatever org pk,it is sooo janggal.=( but my love is always for you ma...n 4 sure la papa too..haaiihh

tonyte ade teacher's day pny celebration!it will be great surely,but aku ade exam esok..takleh nak enjoy sangat malam ni..anyway thanx cikgu2!cikgu2 skolah smsd dulu,cikgu Mafa,ckgu mail,sensei,ustaz amri,cikgu taufek,cikgu roslina,cikgu yuya,cikgu sahazura,sir ripin,ckgu zuliea..walaupon da lame aku x kontek lgsg skolah aku,tp aku rindu tym2 skolah dulu..haaiihh...kalau takde diorg,takdenye aku skang...

nway have to get ready for tomorrow..
paper3 chem-kdg2 ade 2 soklan,but kdg2 leh ade 2 exp in the 1st quetion...2nd question will be organic test...

a day before exam..macam2 feelings ade...haiihh..

A life that....

First tym!mr vroege lepas awal kelas!=p hehe..mb sebab dis is da last class for the a2..mb=) anyway nnt tgh hari ade klas lagi..haaiihh..

a life that..?never been anywhere near easy,at least 4 me..huhu..exam da dekat...uy2..tensen beb..haha..my thought on exam tak penah berubah..susah,tak redy,n im really struggling for this 2 years....esp chem..undoubtedly,dis thing start mase tym mr boler pegang klas dulu..1st sem x bnyk probs,but when i failed in qualifying test semua da jadi laen..got 63%,tp markah yang lulus 65%..x dpt amik dat june,so im starting to buat maen2 in dat class..start dari 2nd sem,my chem da terok gile babeng...haiihh=( n when i tried 2 recover,ak xdpt..aku mati kat tgh jln...kene langar lari pastu kene penyek ngn lorry..then hujan asid turun pastu lnyapkan aku pny mayat..disperse camtu jek tgh jalan dalam hutan tebal..haiihh..sampai skang aku cube..tuka pandangan dan harap hidup berubah...

Norman Vincent Peale - "Change your thoughts and you change your world."

berjaya x??honestly its not dat easy 4 me..=( ive tried,believe me...but there s never been any jalan mati s long we believe in ourselves n Allah akan tlg kite..tapi susahnye aku nak recover blek,campur idop yang macam kapal kene ribut nih...huuu...kusut2..

daripada aku pk balek,dok mnyesal,pastu rase bongok psl diri sendiri,its better to think about the future..tp kite akan slalu mnyesal,slalu mngharapkan bende yang lagi baik apabila kita da dpt ape yang kite nak..itu la lumrah..at least 4 aku..kn?haiihh..struggle!Allah sentiasa dengan kite..=)

It's always too early to quit.
Norman Vincent Peale

Pn Halijah's party photo's =p

singing the ibu song

Pn Halijah surprised! =p

berbagi hadiah =)

Thanks kamal for tis photos!

happy 10th anniversary my KYUEM!=)

Last nyte celebration!starting macam nak gempak gile kan..every1 kene pakai formal dress..pastu CEO kolej yg baru dtg officiate majlis...part makan memang best,theme makanan taun ni adelah Lebanese food,beriyani kambing tu..tapi bongok gk sebab takde kuah..haaiihh..but it was a merry celebration..ade gambar-gambar seniors and super2 seniors n current student kt luar great hall....then ade secret recipe!haha..nway congrats KYUEM!best best.We are the future!=p.

sharing,sharing and sharing =)

woke up on another beautiful morning :) las nyte aku tertido awal coz malam b4 this aku da tak tido..huhu..ltih + ngantuk beb!haiihh*sigh2*

Nice party!yesterday pny party bapak best!pn Halijah terkejut gile=p sory puan!hehe...it started with kamal(bajet ketua famili)=p pg jumpa pn konon2 nak mengadu gado2 with hilmi and topan.then he brought pn to the kafe..ktorg da tnggu inside the dot-co,so kamal mmg da plan nak bawak pn duduk kat meja in front of the dot-co counter..skali bukak kaunter tu...SURPRISE!!everybody sang the ibu song for pn hlijah..it was areally nice party,with a nice cake,and even nicer gift from kamal,an album full with the pic of us!=p ahaha..klaka bile tgk balek all those pics..n baru sedar that our tyme kat kolej da nak abes....:(

Terrible ending for el classico!el Classico is the football match between arch rival FC Barcelona and Real madrid...this year barca lost both matches,away and home..last nyte real showed their quality n outclassed my fav club 4-1..what a horrible season for us,but i'll never give up supporting the catalan!:p

EWT?damn meriah..ade banyak xtvt best wit ramai students wearing arabian clothes...haha.. then ade 1 guy,that fire eater,poyo giler!but damn macho makan api depan dr bano..haha

another day...hoping for the smile and happiness...
this morning will be avery busy morning 4 me.haaiihh..class still full =( tapi wit the hope that today i can better myself yesterday,enjoy each second,and struggle for this upcoming exam..struggle!not much tyme left..1st paper will be on 15th may..Chemistry practical!haiihh...ape2 pon,jom usahe!insya-Allah,Allah tolong kite...blaja pon ibadat kan..tapi yang wajib pon aku still termiss kadang2...haiihh..sepatutnyaaku berpegang dengan "beramallah kite seolah2 kite akan mati esok,dan bekerjalah kite seolah2 kite akan hidup selamanya"..kene blaja seimbangkan diri dalam semua perkara..k??haha...jom!klas mr hamdan!salam =)

New day,new life,new smile =)

lalalala~~ =)
still cant sleep drpd semalam..bapak ngantuk.. :( but life must goes on kn..takleh reverse2 time like we always want to...

my 1st word,my 1st time..
1st time im tryin to write a post for my blog SERIOUSLY!hahaha..It started ngan boring takleh tido+blank jwb P3+tak tau nak buat ape+dok bace orang laen pny blog je keje = serap yang sengal mule nak menaip juge..haha..

how naked this blog will be?haha..frankly,me myself tak tau..but i'll be as naked as possible..haha..it just my blog,i just wanna share sumthing that aku tak dapat nak cakap depan2..haaiihh*sigh2*

today's life?
nnt kelas fuull dari pagi sampai petang,starting with dugaan paling besar..CHEM MR GRAHAM HERBERT HANSON!adoi...abesla mate naek bengkak dalam kelas...nway have to struggle jgk,coz this very last month for me at KYUEM yang akan tentukan hidup ni seterusnye...so jom blaja2!intensif vector n complex number!haaiihh =(

tapi dis afternoon kitorang akan celebrate Pn Halijah!=p it will be a surprise party for her at cafe!hehe...hope party ni will be much2 meriah!*walaupun bukannye tutee original kan2..*haha..

last words from the 1st post?hehe..not much to say lagi rite...hopin that today aku tak jadi orang yang rugi,and biarlah hari ini better than yesterday..moga Allah berkati hari ni...salam =)