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still no title,i just keen to keep on writing,because of my unstable emotion tonight keep my bed far away from my sight,i just couldnt sleep...

bear in mind,what happened now must be related to what had happened yesterday..what had happened yesterday must be connected to what occured on the day before..and the list goes so on...and im disgusted,feeling the hatred towards those who forgot the past...

but me myself has been i a lot of mess,and made me thinking why we keep pointing to other people..why not revise and learn the truth about our mistake..why not blaming ourselves,why can't we build a positive thinking towards other people...yet,the thinking is still playing with my mind,imagining that im at the other side,and wondering why "i" blaming "me"...arrogance of human being..

and why something exhilirating at the beginning could turn out to be a terrible moment,why...i just coldnt understand,why must a smile ended up with a cry......

anyway instead of biochem i've done dan brown....hu

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no title.....i just eager to write back as i had left this bloggy thing for such a longgg longg period..not that i dont want to update,but malas plus no connection for almost a year plus other things makes my blog deserted hahaha...

my moscow life has been changing,as time goes by,and now winter come again...i've read somewhere,i think lonely planet,said moscow at this time is a winter wonderland!its truly amazing,and interesting as i couldn't find what thing is cool and wonder in this -20 to -30 degrees,it's frozen like hell..haha...but at least its sunny,so it looks beautiful...typical cold moscow...haih~~

my life,such a fluctuation..up and down,happy but terribly jaded,sad but not at it's worst,everything just keep coming and testing,sometimes tiring,sometimes happily managed even exhausted,sometimes ended in deeply wounded,but luckily till then still a light at the end of the tunnel...

missing old friends as usual,but The Almighty knows what is better for us,might time and space between us keeping us in a full appreciation towards each other..aite mates..

with ehua,everything not so smooth..some parts really made me happy,giving me strength,but others..maybe my fault,and my fault and my fault,hope my strength will remain there for her~~

beauty in the beast theatre....

circus,theatre,dolphin,football matches, cheered things up a bit in a hard time..really enjoying every bits of it..haha..

simple and brief,what i have left out...~~

hidupku.di.sana.sini.=)

salam..=)
sudah lama,jarang bebenor berblog..haiihh =( ku lupe nak wish kan lawi bday nye semalam..lawi so sory hepi 21st bthday weh..ko la sahabat aku,yang same2 amik 12 paper mase final kat KY..yang maen teka teki dalam klas mr vroege...hehe..may a year older makes u thousands years wiser n healthier,n happier!!=)

uih..banyak yang terjadi....penaklukan palestin..haiihh..rencah2 dunia yang x brape sedap didengar..huhu..bagaimane naseb saudara2 di sane..alangkah bertuah kite...mesti membantu walau ape care sekalipun...

bday aku...hehe..thanx pada semue yang wish..kawan2..hehe..pza yang bagi satu post kat aku dlm blog die..hehe..n ehua..celeb my day..thanx sayang!=)

then chrstms n nyear celeb...holiday n exams..haihh..what a life i've been living in...pray to god for all the happiness yang Dia kurniai..

19hb..sampai ke london..insyaAllah..mahu berjumpa teman2..kesemua..sudah rindu..kamu semua..marilah..marilah..rindu...rindu..pada kamu...=)

kembali :)

salam..
lame gile aku x update nih...maklumle x dapat2 internet..nih pon menumpang bilik orang jeh..haha
hidup di russia macam biase2 je...macam kat malaysia..ramai ko leh jumpa orang kite kat sini...ramai gile..surpluss wo..hahaha..nway missin kwn2 kolej so much...jaoh weh aku ngn korang..sedeh2..huhu...tapi mngenangkan kisah2 lame dok maen kuat sgt kat kolej padan la muke aku..huhu

Moscow...
name uni aku,mma...biase2 je..heh..blaja pon cam biase..ade cikgu yang leh ckp english fluent,tp ramai cam sket2 la..sebab sini mmg diorang gune bahasa dorang..ruski...so susah aku sbb aku mane ade basic weh...kos hidop lak mahal...x padan ngan elaun....mahal nak mampos...inflation tiap2 bulan,kdg tiap2 minggu..hampeh...ade few things murah...Rokok,vodka,beer,pad pempuan...hahahahaha marlboro 20 30roubles wo...1rm=7roubles...murah2..tapi org sini ramai x mesra...lagi satu orang tua forang kuat kua jln2 even winter,ngn marah2..haha...cuace?sejok bleh blah la..mase snow turun mls gile nak kuo...huhu...buat kotor sluar je...makanan act susah2 gak,pandai2 la...klas?aku p klas pagi2 sejam la...penat weh..jaoh..tu da naek metro tu...kalo jaln mati la...sape la buat bandar besar2 nih...n orang sini act ramai racist...tym aku p tgk bola spartak lawan zenit dorang buat bunyi monyet kat aku..cibai betol..

jalan-jalan?
moscow kalo stakat nakp jln2 aku rase layan gak la...tapi untuk stay sini x payah la..hidop susah wo...2 je bende aku respek,metro efisyen ngn org sini hormat zebra crossing...hahaha...nanti la aku cite lg..penat la weh penat..hehe..
rindu kawan2 weh...ingat nak p lawat2 bulan 1 ni...
salam....

:)

mencari keredhaan dlm kesempitan...

Tenangkan lah hati hambaMu ini.......tercari-cari hikmah dlm ujianmu ini...jadikanlah aku hamba mu yang lebih bertakwa....lebih bersabar.....lebih menghargai....bahawa setiap anugerah itu adalah pinjaman......dan betapa berkuasanya Engkau bila2 masa boleh menarik kembali ape yang dipinjamkan oleh Mu terhadap ku..terhadap kami......kuatkanlah hati kami...kuatkan lah kesabaran ini.......kuatkan lah iman ini......sedarkan lah diri ini.......kepadaMu jualah kami bermohon...kepada Mu jualah kami kembali.....jadikan lah kami sebahagian dari umatMu yang bersyukur..dan juga sebahagian dari hamba yang Engkau redhai......

back from BTN!! =)

hey!!seminggu pegi BTN last week kat shah alam.. a week yang full dengan 'kenegaraan' kononye....hee:p tp best gak kan,dpt jumpe dak ky balek,then jmpe geng2 baru woo~~
nice2,happening gak la kutok2 blakang kan..hehehe...to ytn,petronas n mara stdent!gdlack laaa kamoo semue yepp..hehehehehe ;) p kutep rambotan la beb,syufiza dok kutep rambotan je keje tym btn..hehehe..tym btn tu ade jurulatih muke cam acap ipoh,then pakse aku jd emcee!aku da la tak penah2 jadi,naseb baek tak glabah!haha..
 tataw nak tulis ape da..tapi rindu kt dak2 kolej!wey kamal,hilmi,apen!kafe jom!

the end of the beginning!:)

im home!! hahaha..after 1 day kt perlis im back at trg!!waa~~baru 2 ari da rindu kat kolej wooo~~:)

petang khamis tu ade makan2 petfam...n petfamily aku bertambah lagi sorang iaitu nab!!memang kecoh:p best!last makan2,teringat dulu ngn hazwan n hajar ktorang x penah makan2..huuu...hope semue dapat fly,then buat makan2 family kat sane..wee~~

malam khamis ari tu majlis wida' kt surau..haiihh...ape lagi,saling bermaafan le..ntah bile le dpt jmpe balek..maybe ade antara kengkwn yang memang sure2 takkan jumpe lagi kan..haaiihh..malam tu banjir2 gk la sket..sedeh sial..bile sampai kt lawi,terus berderai..haiihh..ko la paling aku rindu lawi oi..huuu..

then a nite after dat ade end sem dinner..the last ever dinner as a student of KYUEM!!hee:p kitorg makan ats lantai jek due to ketidakcukupan chair n dh table..takpe,enjoy gile2...:) malam tu dpt yearbook,so aku mule la round2 dgn org lain mengutip signatures kwn2..1 day to go (mase tulaa) :(

"jangan banyak ketawa",pesan Aslam."betol gak kate mu lam..haiihh...tq2.."im so gonna misy u"lawi tulih...aku pon same lawi!!!.."n acap ckp the 1st person i wanna meet if i ketok pintu is u!...acap!!Aku pon same lo...huuuu..n soraya said gonna miss suare aku mengate die..n im gonna miss mengacau ko..hahahaha...no more mr hamdan maths clas,no more mr vroege bio lab,no more mr hanson chem clas!huu...n fiza2!ko tak tulih pon aku nye yearbook..haiihh..jage ko!!xp

n eja!!sayang ko jugak sangat2!!huu..aku punye mug ko pegang dulu ek..

then the awards day!!fuuhh..sume gaye nak korporat..ngn hilmi buat2 sebok :P hee..n kim ala2 pegawai PNB..hee..sedeh woo...ari last..

kate org,perpisahan tu adat satu pertemuan...mungkin ade hikmah..mungkin ni akan menjadikan kite lebeh menghargai satu same lain...kan2?jumpe lagi kamoo semua..topan,kim,apen,hilmi,bas,iq,acap,eja,fada,nad,dayah,pam,soraya,alifa,sarep,haziq,pali,muiz,werl,shah,semue2(x larat nak sebot2):p ...sayang kamoo...insyaAllah kite dapt terbang...doakan kejayaan kite..Amin!:)