Urgh~!

time has slowly passed,slipping through this cold weather here at moscow, and my second term in my second year started last week.o my bad,my fault,my laziness i could not find inspiration to write this few weeks.

Winter examination has passed very well for me indeed,but sincerely i felt that i did not do enough to deserve it.Here exam cheating is almost necessary,how wonderful life could be for one side,but on the other side made me think of wtf* that i have done,didn't i realize i am given a 2nd chance already to here?oh oh..i am so forgetful,silly prick.and on the exam day me n Ehua we left our credit examination book,and i run all the way to metro station and,try to get myself back home quickly (how in the world i could make the train go faster??)and get back to the building,just to be told that "oh Im sorry you can come again on 25th to take exam with all the re-seat people" because im fucking* 5-mins late!it's a record mate,when i go back-and-come back in 30mins,it usually takes 50mins-1hr to dothat!

then came 2 weeks holiday,spend my time at this place while other peeps went around europe.naah i didn't mind because maybe i'm planning for the States next winter hahaha..but it still just a dream,that hell* yeah i hope to make it real..

The holidays spent at home,went to Kremlin museums,ice sculptures,shivering around in the coldness,but it's cool!it just really like spending a "real" holiday at this city..

but man,the only thing that made you pissed off* most here is the coldness of russian people themselves..it's hard adjusting here when people staring at you just because you're dark-skinned,as if they are seeing a monkey sitting inside the metro with them!

class started already,and even though i,ya i admit i am,a lazy student,i felt the burden to start taking this whole study thing seriously.yeah,i have to get all my shit* together and stop to mess around anymore..and right now the problems keep coming in,now with the house problem.hope it would be settle quickly!then can concentrate in what i am doing now~!

till then,so simple,yet i feel some kind of relief........

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."