when my world turns upside down~~

uh...today had been very terrible for me,very unpleasant..argued in the morning,din talk for the whole day till night..and before sleep only talk again....

i look into me,ya,me myself...was i too much in agony and pride,no humility on my own side,no rational of being like this,a ridiculous sick?

i dunno..i'm lost..i dunno which one is the right thing to be done,which one is not..man i'm hurt dude.....i dunno what else i could think right now...feeling like every step that had been taken has turned up to be a wrong one....

maybe it's my fault...i'm sorry...

i feel like withdrawing myself to my own cave........

i wanted to...

but failed...