Women's Day.....

Yup..here in moscow they're taking men and women's day far more seriously than back in malaysia...we've even get a public holiday for these,so i think it's damn good hahaha..

anyway bought a small cake and choc to give as a gift...after all i couldn't make a proper dinner for her,yea sincerely at first din thot of it but when i just remembered and tried to plan felt so worried and afraid if it could kacau her and take her time for study,so decided just a plain simple celebration...

of course i hope she wont mind,hope she would appreciated my wish more than anybody's wish to her..............

and to all women...happy woman's day!

a beautiful,adorable and unique god's creature..=))

For you

Ehua Goh

吴裕华

when my world turns upside down~~

uh...today had been very terrible for me,very unpleasant..argued in the morning,din talk for the whole day till night..and before sleep only talk again....

i look into me,ya,me myself...was i too much in agony and pride,no humility on my own side,no rational of being like this,a ridiculous sick?

i dunno..i'm lost..i dunno which one is the right thing to be done,which one is not..man i'm hurt dude.....i dunno what else i could think right now...feeling like every step that had been taken has turned up to be a wrong one....

maybe it's my fault...i'm sorry...

i feel like withdrawing myself to my own cave........

i wanted to...

but failed...

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I felt hypocrisy surged around me..go away...you...ya...away...am feeling terrible of you...

come...share...passion....desire....affection...NONE!...dead...blank note...full of lies...full of shit..

"a man always find a solution of his own,he would never able to talk about it to others,not even the loved ones.a woman just want to talk to others when she tried to face her problems,even the thing she talked could not make any sense at all.could ye imagine if the man embrace her,and listen properly to her when she is in trouble?and the woman comfort and understand the sweetness of silence in a guy's world?take a deep breath......." MR GRAY